A somewhat satisfying day

Woke up at around 11... lasted so damn freaking long b4 i went for my lunch at around 3... Which was around 24 hrs since my last meal... GENG!! Sooner or later gastric coming back.

Then help out with mum on the chicken chop... mash potato rules.. but the main chicken fail 99...

Then jogging with bro... Finally a chance to speak up and have a chat with that fella after like few months.. which i was busy preparing for my finals... Glad to know that he is still the old him.. not trying to fuck his life up...

Then.. the main item of the day... INCEPTION!!! FARKING AWESOME!!

I miss the movie in theater due to my coming exam.. this movie is complicated.. i don't deny.. but then.. what impress me is its complexity and how the director question the difference between dreams and reality....
We often perceive reality as whats most important... reality as where we are suppose to be... but then.. who knows whether we're in reality or not?.. Everything in our life may be just our imagination... or so called projections of our mind... In the end... those doubts doesn't even matter... What really matter is how we live our life.. how we navigate our fate... our pathways... and how we learn to accept and find true happiness..


If I can have the chance to live in dreams and be happy... why not?.. You call that escaping from reality? Then you tell me... What is reality...

Hanging out with x-skolmates

Today is somewhat an enjoyable day... Meet up with a few of em' at Red Chilli and found out that the food there ain't that bad.... Maybe the previous time there sucks because it was the birthday of someone i didn't like... Hahaha such prejudice...

After that.. Megamind.. an animation which far exceeds my expectation.. expected it to be some kiddy and lame movie.. However... the lame part was right.. but the story line was unpredictable.. so.. i'll rate it a 7/10....

And finally... badminton with 4 noobies... hahahaha.. managed to pawned a few of their asses... even tho i believe i suck at it too.. So what if Lee Chong Wei lost the Asian game to Lin Dan... I fucking win!!! That's all i care... wakakakaka...

Need more exercise like this... and soon my abs and muscles will be back... Workout and Sports to the max!!!!

Special Thanks to them

I remember at the beginning of the year, I was still the half-assed me... who refused to work for my goals yet setting my goals up high in the sky. I was ignorant and arrogant... I even think that i'm actually one of the few smart guys out there...
However, after entering college.. i found out that i have been living in my own small world... Smart youngsters are everywhere with different talents, some can even excel in everything. I knew that there exists these "kind" of people.. but i just didn't know that there's a huge load of em' which made me nothing special... I just can't stop laughing at my own stupidity...

There are these 2 person, who made the effort to wake me up from my dream, telling me that i'm going the wrong way and my mindset is totally wrong. These 2 person made me realize how immature i was.
They constantly ask of my goals... what i am trying to achieve and advice me base on my replies....
Because of their lectures and advice, i soon came to realize what i need to do... So i started working hard... Taking my first step to achieve my first goal ( a 95 TER for my SAM course) which i have yet to know whether i have achieved it or not... But then... As one of my adviser says "make sure you are able to face your results with no regrets"... SO i believe in myself.. sat for the exam.. and did my best with ample of revision... No matter what result i obtain.. i would not regret over it.. like how i did over my SPM result..

But no matter what.... i owe you two a BIG THANK YOU!!!! I will appreciate what you all did for me and i will not disappoint you all!!!!

Cy's Idea to start blogging

Since i told Cy i was too free nowadays after my SAM course he told me to start blogging...
Was chatting with him on how miserable his relationship life is... making me now less wanting to be in a relationship... hahaha.. Sorry Cy...


Hm... Have been playing alot of DotA lately... since i got ntg else to do...
Find myself bottling up lots of anger  due to that game... I think i realise sumthing new... how ppl get angry playing that game. First of all... i believe most people play to win... and when they want to win so badly.. they start to expect alot of so called.. skills from teammate... and when the teammates are unable to achieve what they want... BOOM!!... there goes anger.... I don't think i'm excluded in this situation.. sometimes i just want to win too... and after game.. I would try my best to let bygone be bygone and laugh once again...
I somehow believe this game in a way have certainly changed my view of gaming and gamers which really really help me to fix my attitude bit by bit...

I used to have a few groups of friends playing this game.. and most often.. they quarrel and fight in game.. and as usual and as childish they can be.. the bring disputes of a game to real life.. despising each other so much.. that it could actually end their friendship... AND as usual.. i'll stand beside watching them quarrel trying to stop their dumb behavior..
Soon i realize its hopeless... They're just too immature


List of things i want to do this holiday :
1) Hang out with friends (catching up)
2) Watch all the movies i missed
3) Travel (anywhere will do as long i have fun)
4) Find a job
5) University application

6) Go on Diet which includes sports and exercise



Hey, blogging is not that bad after all... i thought i wouldn't even be able to write "something"...
Hahaha.. shall keep this a habit.. maybe as a diary...